I’m not sure if I have feelings anymore or whats real anymore it’s like I’m happy but I could be happier …. It’s like everything I’m suppose to be feeling I can’t feel it . I’m suppose to be hurt broken and torn but I’m the opposite … I’m just normal content and idk okay …. I lost myself a while back and I can’t seem to find me … But I’m going through all these stages to see if anything even fits me idk wether to be happy, sad, mean nice or in tune with life Or off into space and rome freely I can’t figure me out at all it’s scary … It’s like I have a secret and even I don’t know what it is I have a purpose and I’m not being told what to do … It’s like I have a hidden talent that’s taking forever to discover well whatever this shit is needs to makes sense cause its confusing telling someone I’m this and all along I’m nothing like how I appear to be ….
These are words from the other side of the heart …. Part1 .